19m omg it sucks cuz was sleeping with someone for the first time In a minute and they where holding me and I wanted to appreciate that because I’m a slut for basic affection but also my go to sleep method is to toss and turn and basically I flop around like a fish until it all goes black. I can’t just lay on one side I can’t I can’t do it I try and I mean I really try and it’s not possible I need constantly turned over like I’m being grilled. So I just spent forever thinking I should be asleep by now cuz normal people seem to do that in 10 minutes and with the constant urge to just move and felt really self conscious.

And apparently I do similar to my getting to sleep method in my sleep which Is good to know forgot that. 😭