I hate having to deal with your own family having to explain to them over and over that I am not 100% ADHD plays a big part in life in a negative way not being able to function or having some sort of depression like am I the only one who leaves piles of clothes on the bed and say ( I will pick it up today) and ends up doing something else and it’s like a endless cycle ? or forgets something 100% and don’t even know where to start to remember ? what about when your mind doesn’t wants to be quite and brings up every existing scenario ? Crazy part is I am not over thinking these are real things that can happened I can’t even have a normal working life people can tell I have something going on in my mind and I get fired or I simply lack of attention i really hate this and I wish I can be normal I am 24 and still trying to figure out life i wish I can just die get it over with I am tired of fighting for so long and not being able to breath or even catch a break if you have any tips natural medications please let me know down in the comments I wish I could afford therapy and meds to see if I can at least feel like I am touching ground..

I guess after my parents divorce and many traumatic events in my life really fucked me up in the long run…