My ADHD finally got me fired from my job. I mean, the place itself was becoming a miserable excuse for a job. The company went public and all our benefits were disappearing, it was hard to be motivated to work when you constantly got shit in return. Other departments didn't do their jobs which made ours harder, which was already difficult for me as it was hard enough to focus on the stupid shit they were having us do (do you like excel sheets? Cause it was filling that out all day, it was BORING and stupid.) I asked for help and weekly check-ins only to be forgotten and pushed to the wayside.

On one level, I was already working to leave the place. But on another, it hurts to know that I was set up for failure and job loss. I'm doing my best to not let it get to me since I know it happens to ADHD'ers all the time, but it's hard. I'm going to drown my sorrows in tacos and edibles tonight before I start tomorrow with my best foot forward. I'm just disappointed - in the workplace, the world, and at myself.