I work a very structured somewhat demanding corporate job. I wasn’t very good at it but I got by somehow before being medicated, but now Im medicated I am doing much better (not perfect though obviously). I eventually want to come off meds but I’m thinking…. How on earth could I ever do this job again without them. Like I could… I would suck & probably seem shitter than before since I’ve been ok lately and I’d probably hate it 10x more having experienced doing it with much less resistance now. Has anyone experienced this? Like going back to your non-interest related job without meds? How was it? Did it make u wanna nek urself? Furthermore, how tf do people even do these corporate jobs? I honestly feel like a square tryna fit into a hole. Like the fact that they can get up at the same time/early in the morning, get into the office with moderately the same amount of motivation each day and deliver consistent quality/levels of work for this being af shit & then go home and sleep at the same time each night is like absolutely mind boggling to me. They seem like robots and I feel completely all over the shop up and down never know when I’m going to actually be able to work each day. Obvs the meds make it better but yeh, wish I could operate like them without the meds!!!!!