I have Ritalin prescribed but the problem is that i had an addiction to 3MMC wich is a stimulant and it was the darkest years of my life and i fucked uo my life for real. Now i'm 6 months clean and recently got the prescription i was fighting for a while now.. Yesterday i decided i try ti snort it and instantly went back to the place i was before. I could't control myself not to do another line and then another and on and on until today. I understood that i cannot control myself on stimulants so i'll give maybe cordyceps a try and throw the rest of the box in the garbage. It's good that i see this and try to find a better way but i'm also ashamed of myself. Does anyone had a problem close to mine? It would be nice to talk with someone with this kind of experience.