Sometimes I feel so god damn lonely, but because of burnout and going undiagnosed for so long, the weight of exhaustion is so heavy on my shoulders.This has caused me to navigate my friendships in a way that I don't have any friends that I'm in regular frequent contact with. My late diagnosed ADHD brain just can't cope with constant messaging.

And I feel like I no longer know how to have a text conversation like I did as a teenager. But also taking on the phone with a friend has never been something I've done save with my childhood best friend. So I'm sitting in my room on a dark autumn evening, not talking to a single living soul and being miserable, because I don't know who to reach out to late on a work night.