Hey Mom and Dad, I didn’t know how to tell you guys this so I guess I’m writing this. I want you both to stay calm and know that I’m trying to do better. I think I have a type of ADHD but I’m not sure, I’ve been thinking it for a while and it’s gotten to a certain point where I need to share this with you. It affects how I work at home and school. Sometimes I can’t really focus on tasks and I can’t really be productive. I find it hard to follow through on instructions or to finish my schoolwork when I come home, and I tend to loose focus really fast.

 It’s hard especially trying not to get distracted. But I get distracted by a lot of things but not really true distractions. Sometimes I get stressed out. Sometimes I just get stuck on somethings. And I usually don’t have much motivation to do stuff unless it’s something I really enjoy. Ik you guys don’t think music is needed but it means so much to me to be able to listen to music because it helps me SOOO much.

I’ve taken some tests online and many of them say that I have a high chance of having ADHD, but I know that’s not a true diagnosis. I want to get tested so that I can know if there is something wrong and I want to fix it, but I don’t want to scare you. I didn’t say anything when you guys asked because the timing didn’t feel right, I was nervous and you guys weren’t in the best moods and I didn’t want to make people more mad.