Did anybody else feel this massive ammount of regret after finally getting on some sort of ADHD medication? I was a smart kid in high school, but I just didn’t care enough, or wasn’t motivated enough to actually want more for myself. I settled getting average, and sometimes below average grades because I just didn’t have the motivation to want more. I missed out on a lot because of it. All my friends are going to prestigious universities, and they seem to have life figured out. Meanwhile I took the shortcut and while I’m grateful to even go to college, I’m not where I really want to be. I recently started taking some meds for my ADHD, and it’s insane how much more motivated and productive I am. But I’m slowly starting to realize that all the pain I went through in school wasn’t even worth it. If I had just taken my doctors advice I would be in a completely different world right now, and the reality of that is starting to set in. I’m just so pissed at myself for not doing something sooner. I guess I just feel a lot of regret, and there’s a ton of “what ifs” going through my head right now. Sorry for the rant but I really just needed to get this out somehow