Hi everyone!

I started a new job almost 3 weeks ago. I had a strong feeling that it's not for me (also studying the subject at university made me realize this), but I thought, let's at least try, maybe actual work in this field wouldn't be so mind-wrecking-boring and unpleasant. Maybe it would be different if I got money for it, etc. Also, I didn't have much of a choice, because I can't do anything else and don't know what I want to do with my future.

Well, no. Despite the fact that I still like nearly nothing related to what I do, to add to it all is that there is actually less work to do (not so many clients), which means I won't be also paid as much as I thought and promised to be. So even this motivation has vanished.

This is sad. And I'm frustrated. I have to drive half an hour to my workplace, sit for hours with little to do and that's driving me crazy. I want to do something that I at least don't mind doing. I'm thinking about quitting and getting myself another job in a different field, but have to yet think it through. Also I have a feeling it's too soon to make such a decision...

As an ADHD person, is this just the beginning of my eternal pursuit of a job that I actually like? How was it with you guys?

Have a good day!