Back when I was 9 I was on Ritalin because of my heavy ADHD and Aspergers. It did help me focus more but I also barely ate food and became quite skinny and I ended up getting off it because I started hearing voices in my head telling me to be violent and hurt people, kick them over and stomp their head in the ground and stuff. It terrified me.

I still struggle with some concentration things unless it's something I'm very passionate about, when it comes to Uni projects and stuff I tend to procrastinate and leave things to the last minute. And chores and hygiene I tend to put off because I either don't think about it or I can't feel bothered.

I'm wondering if maybe I should consider going back on? I'm a bit afraid to