I'm undiagnosed, and young, I probably shouldn't be making this post but I don't know where else to ask and I'm very surprised. I'm not trying to get diagnosed here, I'm just curious if anyone here feels similar.

I took some nicotine (very strong pouches), and I obviously don't want to get addicted, it was more of a "I want to try this", I felt normal, and I'm pretty sure that's not how most normal people feel after nic. I laid down and put on some music (I could listen to a song without skipping the intro..), I could actually hear my thoughts and they were actual, continuous sentences that made sense and weren't a feedback loop that makes me crazy. I had very creative ideas that were something I experienced only very occasionally before. I also had this extremely strong urge to study. This 'high' was very short though and I felt like shit afterwards. I had thoughts about having ADHD before and I honestly thought I'm making that shit up to play the victim in my loser life, but the effect of stimulants like nic made me feel normal, and now I'm wondering if I could actually have ADHD. Anyways, I don't know if I'm making any sense and I'm curious if nicotine made anybody feel similar here.