I'm curious if this is normal? It's not just that I lack object permanence, it's also that everything I do remember feels like it just happened. Trying to find a lost toy when I was 3, hanging out with friends in elementary school, random dreams I had in middle school, girls I had a crush on in high school, bad work experiences, and a ton of other random memories that somehow made it onto the permanent list all feel as if they literally just happened five seconds ago like my brain only knows how to either delete things or take a perfect picture of the exact experience and then freeze it in amber for all time. And it sucks because all those things constantly color over whatevers happening to me now like they're the memories of multiple completely different people, people I used to be as I change and grow over the years.