I find sometimes unless it a very speffic thing I don't talk a lot.

It feels like a buffer where my brain stops mid sentence and goes ooh shiny thing.

Especially around my support groups unless I'm attached to a speffic person I'm pacing or prefer to sit in a corner.

Tbh I've always wondered why I attach myself to a singular person and only talk to them lol. I probably need to bring that up next time I see my psychiatrist.

I'm also not exactly introverted either, I always want to be surrounded by people.

Another reason I've always felt anxious to date is merely this the most.

I feel like I never have enough to contribute in a conversations

Unrelated lol anyone else struggle to remind yourself to eat im sitting in bed thinking go make some bloody pies God damnit