23f, stimulants don’t work for me.

I feel so stupid. I worked there 3 years ago but there’s 6 shops in total we’d get sent around to work at. I was never shown the specifics in each shop just the generals. I forgot a lot of stuff after 3 years so I made some tiny mistakes.

What upsets me the most is the first day I asked him for a job and told him about my ADHD diagnosis he told me it’s not real and i’m just as capable as anyone else of doing this job and doing well in life. Well obviously not if you think I deserve to be fired after my third shift.

I feel like a failure. I just want to cry. I’ve never had another job. I don’t know if I’ll be able to hold the courage to look for another job after this. I’m just useless