I am diagnosed with adhd, only adhd. As frustrating as the typical adhd symptoms are, in the last years I have been getting more and more frustrated about my lack of character consistency.

Imagine I ask any random person what their favorite color is, and they say blue. If I ask them what their favorite color will be in a month, they will probably say blue too.

For me, I dont know. I cant answer that question, not with confidence. I dont know what I will like or dislike. I dont know who I will like or dislike. I dont know if I will want to move from my city or to stay. Etc etc etc

Where this affects me the most by far is in relationships. How can I take any decisions if I dont know what the me from a month on will think? I can not trust my current feelings, they have changed 30 times in 12 months. I am CONSTANTLY, CONSTANTLY, fiding myself thinking "I was such a moron for wanting to break up last month" or "I was such a moron for not breaking up last month"

It has gotten to a point where I have decided this will be my last relationship, one way or the other.

It has been getting worse and worse, together with my adhd.

I hope I am making sense. I understand this is very compatible with adhd but I barely see people complaining about this here, so I am left wondering if it's something else instead.