So I've been working out for around 11 years now, 100% natural and have a pretty good physique. But I also have ADHD which robbed me of my social skills. And adding to that I was introverted so never really developed socially either. Now I'm 26 and socially awkward, up to the point that I wish I could reset my personality by a full 180° or something idk. It just feels like it's too late now, it's not that I haven't tried but I hate the personality I've become - shy, introverted, awkward. I'm getting very hopeless for the future. All my friends have gotten married and I'm the only one left, and I don't see a bright future romantically as well. So I've decided recently that I'll be starting the roids cycle to push my body to it's extreme capabilities. Best case, I'll have a really good body or worst case, I'll die doing what I love (gym).