G'day hows it going. So background: 36 male from Australia. Had rampant add/adhd/ anti social issues as a kid through teen years and now into adult hood. Had the gambit of meds over the years, did 12 months of cbt rehab and therapy and had continuing therapy over the years. Nothing has helped. I wake up wanting the world the just explode, the moment my eyes are open the anger demon wakes up and starts smashing the chaos button and God help anyone who says a thing before I'm functioning normally an hour like other posters. So here's what I need: How do I slow down the out of control freight train? How do you calm my self enough not to go homicidal every hour of the day. And what else can be done to abate my rage. Meds im back on are : 5mg melatonin and 5mg olzanapine. Anything usefull is appreciated thank you. 👍🏿