Have you ever had that feeling of dread about an upcoming event that you can't predict? It looks so far away and you have A LOT of time to plan for where it comes but Oh! You have an untreated case of combined adhd, which means your mind Is a fucking wreck unable to get organized, so you just...freeze, unable to think about any other thing, you think about that every single second and you know you're able to sit and study even though it's math but i just CAN'T seem to do it.

It's in moments like this i wish i had someone to keep me in check and make me do things when i need to cause my anxiety doesn't allows me to start... i'm not even joking, even looking at the date feels like the end of the world and i know it won't just msgically dissapear if i ignore it, what should i do?