I'm at home, for couple of days now. In regular days I take a pill of 10mg to function (clean, listen in class, study...) Today I took double the dose , in order to write something. I feel on verge mentally and I noticed the medication helps me put things on paper. It actually hightens my feelings and give me energy to write, which I find a helpful activity.

I always have this fear I'm absuing the medication. Like taking it for non-study purposes is wrong. Anyone else also find that the medication helps them get more creative? More in touch with the self.

One should be aware how addictive this medication is. I'm amazed by the high just 20mg can give .