If I were to categorise myself, it would be slightly above average. But at the end of the day, I'm not really stellar at anything.

I constantly wonder if anyone will even hire me IF I start freelancing (social media manager/digital marketer/brand strategist). I'm not better than, let's say, the 500 other people who are doing the same thing. Or at least that's what it feels like. "Why would anyone hire someone like ME?" is on my mind 24x7.

I'm constantly afraid to do things - I'm afraid of driving (it took me 3 years of pushing to finally learn it properly), I'm afraid that I won't get into my dream business school and overall I'm afraid of being JUST average. I constantly wonder why anyone would employ me in general. I'm constantly in fear that one day I'll be left alone in dust because everyone found out how useless I am.

Maybe it's just my ADHD speaking but I'm wondering if others here also feel something like this? And if you do, how do you manage it?