Perhaps it wouldn't have made a difference. I just find myself everyday wondering that I should have done something more practical for work. I spend my days, mostly alone (in a coworking), in front of my computer trying to do work. I work remotely which doesn't help. Either way, being in front of a screen with internet all day isn't good for me, IMHO.

What would you do?

I sometimes fantasise about being a documentary cameraman on the road, or a camera man for a news channel etc. Anything where I'm about and about engaging in the real world.

Sure I could change career but... What could I do? Also, I'd likely be on a lot less money and I support some of my family who have disabilities, so doing something from scratch isn't an option.