I've had a hell of the last few days...

My ex-wife asked if we could change our summer schedule with the kids about a week and a half ago. I've been trying to come up with a plan that suits the schedule for my wife and family. My deadline was Friday, I came up with nothing and then just blurted out a possibility to my wife that entirely took away from our time together over the summer.

Obviously she was less than thrilled that I didn't talk about it with her earlier, but I was having some task paralysis issues with the schedule change.

Yesterday we celebrated my 11-year-old son's birthday party at my parents house, my wife let me know that she had taken his gift out of her car, and left it for me to wrap up before we went over. I skimmed her text and totally miss the part about the gift and the gift remained at home while we were all at my parents'.

Today, my wife and I were supposed to drop my stepson off at a graduation party. The two of us going to take a leisurely drive home after dropping him off to spend some time together. Although this tplan was in my head all day, without thinking, I invited my stepdaughter along for the ride.

Right now my wife is not happy, I completely understand why. It can be a lot. I'm feeling really down on myself, I feel like I'm disappointing everyone around me.

I guess I just needed to rant and if you guys can offer any support, it would be greatly appreciated.

TLDR: I've been screwing up a lot lately and I just leave some encouragement that I'm still a decent person.