Okay, I get it now. I get what all the posts are saying. You can't go off your medication without feeling like you're absolutely insane. I tried, for multiple reasons, but now I know I can't function without them. I go from feeling happy one second to wanting to off myself the next. I feel like an imposter and a fraud and nothing makes sense. I can't do anything right. Can't live my life without mind manipulation. It sucks and I hate it. I wish I didn't have to feel this way. Hoping my doctor can help me get free samples or something. Hoping if I get free samples, I can remember to take them. Hoping I won't ever have to feel like this agian...