So my doctor has had me off of my dose of 60mg Adderall XR for almost a year and a half now and I haven’t been able to function for a good while. I tried to make it work because he didn’t really seem too keen on putting me back on it due to the heart problems it could cause but I told him it’s literally the only thing that ever worked for me and that as of right now I’m having to drink energy drinks to get through the days because of how fast my meds wear off. So now he’s saying we’ll go back on it but he scheduled me for an in person appointment instead of our usual virtual appointment so now my anxiety is kicking in and I’m wondering what he might be trying to do? Like is he thinking I might be addicted? Or am I just blowing this way out of proportion and they’re just shifting things back to in person appointments now and I’m getting in my head because of the stigma surrounding ADHD meds and addiction?