This has been a wild ride. 29M now. At about 6 yo (maybe later) I’ve been taking different types of medication including ritalin. I almost felt like a test dummy with the hallucinations, and random outbursts I had. But I somehow managed to stay away from medications overall involving mental health from middle school.

Until recently, my SO pointed out all the things I do during conversation, around the house, and so on. I start a million things at once, never finish them, but tell myself it’ll get done.

The only thing I feel like I’m missing, is how do I do fairly decent at work, working 40 hours a week, in a correctional setting, but have a tendency to lose it at home or out and about?

I feel exhausted af. Currently on 10mg ER, and 5mg fast acting generic adderall. But I feel like I’m missing something? I’m tired of playing all these damn scenarios in my head thinking of whatever the hell pops in my head and would actually love to discuss things with people who have this in common. As no one in my circle has been officially diagnosed.

Talk to y’all when I feel like I’m good to respond!