So let me get started , I was diagnosed when I was around 11 and I was also an ass#### but I was given medication so I became more focused and nicer. However since primary I’ve been bullied and my mental health has been really bad since day one . Whenever I hurt someone’s feelings or do something wrong I have this pain in my chest like it hurts when I’m guilty and I feel like it all the time, I always feel sad and whenever I want to change things I just can’t eg brushing teeth eg losing weight. However I always worry about things like what if my dog stays alone , what if this wnd that, and it’s draining me mentally. I get called names by my own family sometimes and the chest things happen again. Im also need a job, have no experience and just been stressed too

I’m 17 (18 next month) 350 pounds , depressed for the last 8 years and don’t know where to start or do. And whoever i talk to no one gets me and I just want to cry