I know my fascination with my titties started so long ago, now at 54 it's literally been my whole adult life. I go thru long periods of time without even touching my nipples at all. To periods of intense self play which often result in milk coming in within a few days. I've gone past those few days by more than a few more days. It's all psychological. The shame I feel. Since it's me doing this solo, it's easy to fall into that awkward girl I used to be and quit everything so it'll all dry up. My conscious will be restored to homeostasis. My natural sexual desire to have my boobs played will take over. And the cycle continues.

My ultimate fantasy would be to have a good man that could train me on a schedule. We'd keep a video diary of the many daily sessions. Whether he used his hands or suckled or hooked me up to a pumping machine, he'd keep these udders drained so they'd always be making more milk. Always keeping a camera ready to record it. After building a supply of milk and videos, start editing the videos and find the best plan to make some money with them. All while still making more milk and more videos.

Use my new-found assets to pay off all my bills and debts AND have orgasms many times a day? Is this heaven?

And it'll all start tonight. I'm all alone and very horny and my big fat nipples are buzzing for some attention. By Wednesday I'll stop myself because of how embarrassed I'd be if someone ever found out. But when that urge comes again, I'll give into the temptation snd soon milk will be there. Need to figure out how to keep going and make some huge milky titties.