At 14 while exploring the internet for things 14 year old boys like I stumbled across ABDL. Now grant you it was a really crude photoshopped slideshow of girls in diapers, but it intrigued me. Low key was like “hey this is odd” so I stuck to things I felt I should watch…

At 16 I discovered KIK and OMEGLE and MEETME… I made some connections with ABDL.. specially a boy at least someone claiming to be a boy who wore diapers due to incontinence.. he was nice and I was lonely and like most 16 year old boys .. horny… there was a little flirting but nothing crazy.. eventually we lost touch and I let it go…

19 .. my family is struck with tragedy but in that loss of family Abdl came back into my life. Adult diapers were in my house and for 5 years the curiosity of trying them was about to satisfied. I tried one and memories were triggered

(Around 8-9 I would stuff my SpongeBob undies with toilet paper to make them feel like diapers..)

That curiosity then took me down a rabbit hole of omegle kik and whisper (an app that’s very sketchy but it was like tumblr)

I met people mostly men (gay or bi) who wore diapers. Women ( most likely bots or men in disguised trying to get money)

I was told things I didn’t wanna hear “This is who you are you need to be with someone like this” “Curious boys always end up as gay men” “No girl wants a boy in diapers they wanna be put in diapers your best bet is to be with a guy” THIS LIST GOES ON

at 21 I met a girl via work and lost my virginity … she had no idea I had a stash of diapers in my closet

Eventually the cycle was established 1. Date a girl for acouple weeks 2. We break up 3. I buy diapers (usually depends or goodnites) 4. Wear once and trash the pack 5. Meet a new girl

I did that til I was 22 and then I met a girl we dated for 3 years almost got married She was disgusted to learn I liked wearing diapers for anxiety and stress

We broke up at Christmas so 2019 (it wasn’t because of the diapers but I low key felt like they didn’t help at all)

I rebounded with a drag queen and it was fun but weird and wasn’t my cup of tea

Dated around during Covid like a lunatic (didn’t get sick)

After a year of soul searching I met my now wife (I told her about the diapers.. she told me if it helps me deal she didn’t care) Eventually I started to explore my little space (I’m like 1-3 in little space)

How I’m married with a job and a dog doing to finish my degree and every now and again when I get some down time little space me comes out to play …