Hello

I have experienced some weird and unexplainable things the last two days. I like wearing diapers for various reasons but also due to health issues, I have lost bladder control ( Yes I like abdl, but it came after the incontinence issues ). The last day, I have started to experience bowel control loss for no apparent reason. I fall asleep and wake up completely soiled and sometimes just sitting and watching movies and then just soiled with no intention or knowledge of it. This is not normal for me in the slightest and wonder if anyone else experience this? It makes me worried a little because I am worried it might be because of me wearing diapers for my bladder issues amd because I love wearing them and now my brain is starting to mess me up or something like it is accepting it without me knowing and now it is removing my ability to hold in bowels? Is this a thing that can happen? Also need advice on how to deal with the developing rash.