ok before I start i know i have no karma or followers? ive never used reddit so don't think im a bot or something

so I've been an abdl for a few years now and I've recently only just been looking for a mommy to start a really good relationship with for about 2 years. ive gone on so many sites and they are either scams or just ghost you..so scams i have found 2 people during that time and we had a good relationship but then they both just sort of left the first one i found was at the beginning of last year and after she left one found me sometime in the summer but that doesn't matter. i do want a mommy yes but that's not all i want i actually just want an in person relationship that we can bond over and actually create happy memories. its just really hard finding someone apologize for the sort of rant