Hello my kinky comrades!

I’m so glad you stumbled upon my post – welcome to corner of depravity and taboo. I hope you’re ready to jump right in…

Searching, searching, looking, finding? Searching again – I’ve been in the “lifestyle” for many years and have explored various avenues of kink and the fetish world as well. Taking part both in online play and real life interactions, as both a Dominant and a submissive. Through this I have learned what it is I truly yearn for, and I’ve been searching for it ever since.

Now I am looking to explore my strictly submissive side, in the form of a male led relationship, incorporating some form of domestic discipline. Exploring specific kinks and fetishes including anal/anal only, chastity, orgasm denial, humiliation, ABDL (emphasis on the DL side), and TPE. I have not had a lot of luck finding a partner, despite numerous trials and impure starts. Because of this I was drawn to create my own TPE/self-discipline program that I have been attempting to implement.

This program is done primarily using google docs, and focuses on my various kinks – incorporating things like anal training, diaper training, orgasm denial and teasing etc. Included in this program is a level system, and a system of rewards and punishments to be utilized to reward or correct my behavior.

As you might have guessed it’s not easy implementing a program like this on yourself, thus I am here, once again, looking for someone to step in and take the metaphorical reins.

My perfect match – a kind yet firm, and firmly intellectual Dom who is well versed in kink. Preferably an older “daddy” that can take charge and make me submit, but who also comforts and adores me. Someone interested in a strict virtual TPE style system incorporating both of our kinks.

Willing to provide proof of tasks, punishments etc. via photos (no face), and maybe eventually videos through a platform like snapchat.

On my vanilla side I am administrative assistant at an insurance company (yes, yes super boring)… and I love to write, read and spend time alone – I’m a solitary creature. I love to write blogs about my personal experiences (and am open to doing one about this experience should it happen), as well as erotica and erotic poetry. I’m a huge fan of true crime, sci-fi/fantasy and horror. I have a keen interest in anthropology and sociology, particularly comparative immigration, urban sociology, and disasters. I live with 2 roommates but have my own space to complete tasks.

Curvy, tattooed and pierced brunette.

Would love to chat more!

Teaspoon