I’m quite sure it has a lot to do with the holidays…but lately I’ve been overwhelmingly filled with the thoughts like- I’m only getting older and older! BUT… I don’t have a family of my own. Nothing to show for myself as far as “my legacy” as the MAN of my family (the only boy) it’s always been important to me. With that being said, I’ve been left with overwhelming feelings of loneliness … And just that lack of touch, intimacy, and connection I’m sure most of us feel around this time of year….

I really would like to start building something solid for once. I’m not sure what it is about men and commitment but it seems like the more serious a relationship becomes the other person just can’t commit and takes flight.

I know I’m rambling but I have such a deep burning desire to feel passion towards another person romantically in ways beyond lust. To share moments with. To decorate for the holidays, go grocery shopping together, argue over stupid things , kick each others ass in video games, visit each others family… I don’t know any other ways to say I just want something real & “normal.” I definitely ache for it. Not desperate but certainly just ready for it to be real this time. Tired of the games. I know my person is out there. Come Find me !

About me: I’m 5’9, 26, I’m a Leo, 250lbs, muscular chubby build, more masculine & dominant in nature, huge nerd, very family oriented and ambitious. Living in upstate NY! If you want to know more feel free to reach out.