This is my second post about this, the first post received two very insensitive comments.

I find myself in a position where I am seeking companionship, and I feel need to provide more detail in hopes of connecting with someone who might understand my experiences. My previous post was to let whoever was interested know that I'm going through something, but after two very insensitive comments I might as well go into more detail! Recently, I faced a rather disheartening situation that has left me feeling vulnerable and isolated. My twin brother made the decision to relocate to South Carolina without informing me. This abrupt departure has been particularly painful, as I suspect his motivations are tied to personal interests something I'm sure everyone in this reddit can relate to. It appears that he has chosen to pursue a lifestyle that involves wearing diapers 24/7, a choice that I believe he made without considering the emotional impact on our anyone but him. The thing is our family know he wears diapers, but he has gone about it all in an irresponsible way, whenever he just let his diapers pile up it was our family that had to clean it up. Also he left the car he was still paying on and the dog he "had" to get behind to goon with someone that loves diapers. I don't have a problem with going to goon with some random person, but he just decided he was tired of his old life and just left behind everything.

Our relationship has always been complex, marked by both shared experiences and significant challenges. In the past, my brother invaded my privacy by engaging with someone I was communicating with online, which has created a difficult friction between us. This incident occurred shortly after I turned eighteen, a time when I was exploring my gender identity and various kinks, including petplay and feminization. The individual I was speaking to initially, I met on IMVU and presented herself as a girl, but as our conversations progressed, she began to pressure me into wearing diapers. She then told me to find a diaper-specific location, and the only person who could have given me a diaper at the time was my twin brother. Not long after, my brother started making advances, and she encouraged me to let him change me, as well as for me to change him. The situation became extremely uncomfortable for me, and I couldn’t go through with it. When I confronted her about it later, she admitted to invading my privacy by speaking with my brother behind my back. I asked her to stop contacting him on my behalf, but after about a year of talking to her, I requested a Skype call—and she ghosted me.

I am almost certain that the person he left with isn't the same person I'm referring to but I do know they continued to talk after she ghosted me. It is clear to me that he wishes to distance himself from our past, and I say this because he has not appeared online at all since he left. I recognize the necessity of moving forward for my own well-being. I am reaching out in the hope of finding a new friend who can offer support and understanding as I navigate these turbulent feelings. Thank you for reading up to this point. If anyone is interested in being my new friend on Xbox, I play any game that isn't a sports or racing game and that includes but is not limited to:
Black ops 6, Warzone, Zombies, DMZ if they add it back.
Geshin Impact
Diablo 4
Fortnite
I'm also open to new experiences.