Hello!

I'm currently seeking a dom/cg to help aid me in my unpotty training quest! I am located in the Pacific northwest, PST. I want to become diaper-dependent by any means necessary and am hoping for someone to help guide me toward total dependency. I have been wearing it 24/7 for a few weeks now. I only use the potty for messes, but that would be something I'm interested in doing down the road as well. I do have a full-time job, but I've been going to work now since going 24/7.

I am pansexual.

Kinks include but are not limited to, abdl, bdsm, blackmail, orgasm control/denial, cuckqueening, humiliation (public and private), belittling, forced babying, forced regression/diaper usage (wet and or messy) being degraded, hypnosis, de potty training, chastity, locking plastic pants, straight jackets, vibrators/magic wands, dildos/plugs, car seats/highchairs/changing tables/strollers/cribs, hyper diaper usage, futa, and nursing.

Limits: Blood, permanent damage/disfigurations, vomit, vore.

Despite a few attempts, I have never been able to successfully de-train myself, and I feel lost getting to my ultimate goal. I struggle with motivating myself occasionally, and I would love someone to help keep me in line, up to and including blackmail if necessary. I am on the spectrum, and communication isn't always my strong suit, but I will give it my best and try. I keep to my schedule; most of my day is planned well before waking up. I'd love to have someone help guide me and teach me not only about dependency but also about life as the baby I'm supposed to be. That can be up to and including total de-sexualization, only being able to consume childish content, etc. I am willing to change/diaper you if you wear yourself, I don't mind, but I'm not dominant.

Outside of kink, I am an avid reader and writer; I greatly enjoy photography and video games. Although I'm a picky eater, I am slowly teaching myself to cook. For games, I love creative games but also enjoy the occasional shooter too. I like stuff such as Factorio, Portal, the Sims, Minecraft, Escape from Tarkov, World of Warships, Cosmoteer, Apex, Rimworld, Snowrunner, Derail Valley, Stardrew, just to name a few.

Please be patient if I don't get right back to you; girls get a lot of messages when they post on ABDL subreddits...

If you are interested, please shoot me a chat request along with what you like/disliked about my post and what you want in a sub/little.

Cheers! - Amanda