What am I looking for?

I am looking for a CG of any kind 25 . I am looking strictly for an irl relationship. I am open to being casual or becoming something serious. I am currently single. If we were to be in a serious relationship, unless you are a millionaire who would spoil me, I would not engage in kink full time as I have work, hobbies, chores, and friends. This is the very post I’ve put a lot of thought into as I’ve always gotten overwhelmed by all my kinks and would end up with a vague description, so this time I’m being specific. HOWEVER, if you think the general dynamic I describe here is similar to another dom/sub dynamic that you’d be interested in with me, feel free to reach out describing that relationship to me.

Who am I?

I’m a 25 year old queer white woman, 5’5 150lbs. I have blonde hair and hazel eyes. I have ADHD and autism which I love and hate about myself. I work as a freelancer which means my schedule changes a lot. I also have many hobbies that I cycle through (painting, sewing, gaming, music, writing, anything creative). I intend to start selling clothes and art at markets soon for extra income and because it is something I enjoy. 

Why CGLG?

I am interested in being a little for mostly sexual reasons but would also enjoy some down time in little mode. In my day to day the most little I get is cuddling with my stuffie and sometimes watching Hey Duggie but I'd like help coloring and other activities. I am on the autism spectrum so my reactions and sounds of enjoyment naturally sound kid/baby like sometimes when I am in a comfortable environment. With the CGLG dynamic I would feel more free to express myself, sometimes I hold back because of embarrassment,  but it is really soothing to be able to vocal stim. Also because of autism, I sometimes get overwhelmed trying to “know what to do” and will ask people to direct me, which goes along really well with CGLG. I enjoy the humiliation aspects of being a little. Having my body belonging to my CG for them to touch whenever they want; Being bathed, spanked, diaper changed, all with extra attention to my private parts. In regards to diapers, I am flexible. We can completely forgo them, (I don’t like scat) or I can wear but not use them and just pretend,  or I can pee and you can help clean me up verryy carefully. I am curious about water sports too but not a must. I am open to anyone as long as I am a little, but I do long to be breastfed while my privates are stroked or just while watching tv. In regards to punishment, I am open to softer or harder doms. But if you’re really trying to encourage me to do something, then don’t make the punishment too inviting haha. It would actually really help to have some motivation to do chores. If we could find a proper punishment to encourage me to do the dishes that’d be great, or maybe a reward…

I’m a beginner

Like most people on here, I’ve been online obsessed with kink forever, but do not have practice in real life. I read a LOT of literotica. I have engaged in short online relationships where people instructed me to do things and I sent pictures. I met one person in real life but they ended up being way more vanilla than I expected. (They pretty much just wanted to do anal and I guess thought they needed fetlife to find that). I actually also met a couple but the first thing they asked me was if I was a pervert and at the time I had only heard the word in a negative context so I was confused haha. Please don’t let my inexperience deter you from reaching out to me. I am happy to learn and be corrected. I know in the past  I have come off too eager/sexual because that is how I am used to being approached. But I am trying to do it right now so that I and my future CG can be happy.

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If you are not actually kinky/have fetishes and just horny, please do not message me. I am not looking for a hookup. If you think there is another dynamic I might be interested please fully explain it. Asking me to be your little slut does not tell me anything.