Hellooo!

My name is Lily, and I'm a 25 year old woman from the UK. I am looking to become somebody's diaper slave. I'm a bit unorthodox in the type of relationship I like, so this ad is not going to be for everyone. I'm going to try and go into as much detail as what type of thing I want, to avoid disappointment.

Diapers & Me

I am not a little. I want to get that out of the way first. I can be a bit giggly, excitable and drop a few emojis; but I'm not somebody who likes playing the part of a small, helpless child that needs a capable Daddy/Mommy to look after her. I'm not into that at all.

But, I love BEING FORCED into that role. I love being forced to wear diapers. Forced to use them against my will. Forced to feel/act helpless. Forced to act in a cringey, childish way. It's so degrading and so humiliating, and I love it so much. I think it's because I'm a prideful control freak in real life, so this is something that really forces me out of my comfort zone.

I want to be forced into wearing diapers (not 24/7, but frequently) and condescended to, ridiculed and humiliated for it. It shouldn't be cute that I'm diapered, it should be pathetic and laughable.

Creative Outlet

I want to be in a slave relationship which requires creativity from me. In the past, I've had systems with Dominants which were a lot of fun, and I really enjoyed. These are some of the things that I've done in the past, which I would love to repeat, to some degree:

• Having my owner provide me with ABDL images, and forcing me to write original stories / captions for each of them, with a daily quota.
• Having a daily diary, where I am forced to write what I did that day & any fantasies that I had.

I have most of my fun in these relationships through psychological humiliation, rather than anything physical - so this type of play is A LOT OF FUN to me. Being asked to write a detailed account of how a fantasy might go is just as humiliating and exciting as living out that fantasy. Being told to spend hours creating the perfect mood-board of my ideal nursery is just as humiliating as making those actual purchases.

Be Mean!

I want somebody who is understanding of my needs, but is also mean. I would love to have regular conversations with you about our daily lives, but the kayfabe of you being superior to me should never be broken. I want somebody who is nasty, creative and maybe a little bit psychotic.

I love misogyny, being objectified, being treated like a lesser being...

Another weird quirk, though, is that I'm far more into the idea of being made undesirable, than I am into being turned into a "slut". I want to be made to feel that nobody would ever want me sexually, that I'm repulsive, and that my only purpose is to entertain you through serving you.

Other Kinks

Let me just list off a bunch of stuff I enjoy: diaper wetting, wearing diapers, wearing diapers in public, pacifiers, thick diapers, cuckquean, risky public stuff, writing diaper fiction, roleplay, service slavery, being dressed up, being controlled, verbal abuse, psychological torture, pick your poison, speech control, misogyny, wedgies, hyper-feminization, strollers, being made to feel undesirable, denial/edging, pigtails, subtle control, long tasks, tasks that require creativity from me, impossible rules (with the intention of punishment), petplay.

There's a bunch more - and I can basically sum it up by saying anything that will make me feel humiliated, belittled, small, objectified, helpless, stupid, embarrassed or whatever... is probably going to turn me on.

Limits

This is the no fun zone, sorry. This is where I'll lose a lot of you, but it is what it is!

First of all, let's get this out of the way - I'm not interested in sending photos of myself, my supplies or anything tbh - with or without face. It's possible that might change once trust is established, but I'm not willing to promise that. I appreciate this will be disappointing to some, but I'm making this decision to protect my privacy. I will always make an effort to provide extremely detailed reports, and the creative output (which I want to be the main focus of this relationship!!) should serve as proof that I'm not full of shit, and am actually doing what's asked of me.

Other limits include: wearing wet diapers at work/anywhere with friends, messing diapers (unless I can change right out of it, though even that's more of a punishment than something I enjoy), excessive anal, things that get too messy, things involving my diet / eating things, anything too public, enemas, using ice.

The Non-Kinky Stuff

I work in the tech industry, though I'm not actually too techy of a person - I work in more of a customer-facing, salesy role. I work full time, Monday to Friday 9-5, but tend to have a lot of free time and can check my phone constantly at work, assuming there aren't people crowded around me.

I love watching movies, especially modern stuff (I only really got into this a few years ago, and have a lot of catching up to do!) - I'm also a bit terminally online, and know of all the latest TikTok / social media trends. I also enjoy pop music.

I'm on the shorter side, skinny, with light brown hair, that goes down past my shoulders. Brown eyes. C-cup boobs. I'm pretty average looking, nobody's ever really described me as hot.

If interested...

I don't care about age (other than 18 !!), gender or location (though ideally, you'll be awake when I am).

Please add me on Discord: diaperedlily98 & introduce yourself. I don't know if I'll get one reply or a million, so apologies if you end up disappointed.

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