Heya, 36 year old \*trans woman\, who is partnered with an amazing nesting partner who fills all my emotional needs but sadly not romantically.((\she has her own partner and relationship, so please don't ask about her))

I am a self professed chaos gremlin, my spirit animal is an ADHD Ferret and thrive in chaos, my mood shifts constantly I do have BPD, DID(that is managed) as well as anxiety. I have been on a journey of self discovery and self actualization. Finding out not only what I like, but what I want in someone to like about me. I Work at a facility for youth, and enjoy being someone who can help and be there for those who need someone to care.

But when it comes to home and my personal life, I need someone who can cuddle me, punish me, and control me. Someone who turn off my mind let me no longer have even a single thought going through my mind. Always love the idea of being forced to accept just how weak and powerless I am, How much of a Daddy's girl I am and how much I need Daddy. and outside of the "Daddy Dynamic" just someone who can take over with life's stresses for even a moment or who wants to protect and nurture me. The dream.

Hobby wise into, Warhammer 40k(Battle Sister cosplay?) ,DnD, Vampire the Masqerade(Please let me get some fangs into you or you into me omg) TTRPG's, board games as well. Slut for Catan...

Kink wise I am very demissxual as much as I am submissive, love the idea of TPE once trust is built, .

My three sides I have so far written down to give an idea of what you'd deal with on a shifting basis.

Devoted Doll, a toy who wants to play and praise her Lord, think the King or Master of a manor and a plaything so broken happy to lose her identity that she is her Masters toy and so in love she would still protect him even if he was humiliating her just minutes ago. Little to no bratting devoted and loyal. Will worship a person as a deity, pray for blessing and worship at the shrine of your feet. Do you want a god complex? Cause this is how you end up with one.

Middle Coming to age kind of sense of self find I get more into video games and less patience more bratty and lazy, think your typical teen who wants to just do her own thing. Has strong fetishs of being forced back into a little in the sense of pull ups or training panties, forced to potty train. Being Daddi's princess, sleeping with a pacifier. But is humiliated by admitting it despite secretly loving when Daddi forces her and more so admit just how little she really is as his little girl or princess. Think wearing a grungy rock shirt while snuggled against you in cute little panties or a pull ups or training panties.

Little - playful brattling and over wild imagination wants to talk a lot, have adventures, watches miraculous ladybug, play with dolls and colors. Insist she's a big girl and can't wait, but dosnt fight much when reminded she is little, more a performance for herself and friends that she is a big girl. As she watches ladybug and uses her sippy cup while snuggled to Daddy. Will ramble adorably about the most insane imagination you can think of like, Ferrets fighting Tigers in space and leading into the cold war. xD Also bedtime stories did I mention bedtime stories?

Little and Middle is very very dark ageplay, please be ok with that as it is a huge factor of my little, Sadly it is part of my childhood trauma. However, using bdsm and kink and making negative into positive experiences is a very very healing things for my inner core of a self.

So for who I am looking for,

Ideally 30 as well as either be in Canada or if outside have the means to travel to Canada.

Don't mind LDR but do wish to be physical and close so waiting 3 years to meet or so would be to hard for me.

Your job, and status, your income matters nothing to me.

Even your appearance as long as your healthy so I have many years with the right Daddy Dom I do not mind.

Just all I ask is you have the means to come and see and snuggle me, and one day move into a TPE live in and 24/7 real life of kink and affection.

If you read to the end, Please tell me your favorite Disney Princess, and there is a wrong answer xD