Greetings!

About: I am a 28 year old male currently living near East St. Louis, on the Illinois side. Physically I am 6'3", white, and slightly chubby. Considering being genderfluid, but still exploring that. Emotionally I do have depression and anxiety, possibly bipolar, and maybe even autism among other concerns. Working on reducing these issues with medication though it's a slow trial process. Other than that I tend to be docile, immature, and somewhat reserved. I'm more of a gentle giant person, big and tall but really soft and vulnerable on the inside. Usually the voice of reason in group if I am apart of one.

Interests/Hobbies: My main hobby is video games. I play games primarily on PC and sometimes Switch. Genres such as: (mmo)rpgs, shooters, moba, indie stuff mostly. Monster Hunter, WoW (looking to switch to FFXIV possibly), Apex, RoR2, Remnant 2, Destiny, Warframe, etc. If you have a favorite game there is a chance I've tried it, my library is too big to list! Aside from video games I enjoy going out to play MTG modern at locals, read manga, arcades, or browse Youtube. Might be looking to expand my hobbies in the near future.

Fetishist/Bottom: So, for the most part, I am fairly vanilla. I'm not into anything extreme or rough and prefer a soft loving side. However, I do have a fetish that has held me back in normal dating. I'm into diapers, also known as ABDL, though I lean heavily to the DL side. I only have a few things like onesies and baby blankies for AB. I enjoy diapers for casual wear for comfort and relaxing, but also for sexual pleasure. I don't have much else in terms of kinks besides this and would consider exploring with the right partner. Also, due to my passive nature I'm not really a top lead kind of person, but may consider being a switch for a female ABDL switch.

Partner: I am looking for a partner with shared interests as me. Someone I can make a genuine connection with in vanilla interests and hobbies before getting into anything sexual. I think some call this demiromantic or demisexual? I'm not looking for hookups or playmates. An actual long term, monogamous, relationship. A partner to hang with and have fun in a vanilla setting, and then maybe enjoy a dynamic in private once we get to know each other better. Age range around 27 - 35ish, though no younger than 26. Alcohol is fine, non- or quitting smoking, but deal breaker on weed/drugs (work related). Soft-limits on pegging/anal. Hard-limits on blood, scat/watersports, vomit, and anything involving finance (findom, tribute, etc). I'm still new-ish to BDSM terms, so the list may change as I learn.

If you read all this then thank you. If you would like to know more or chat feel free to message. I'm always open to questions and messages.