Hello my name is Hope, I am a 21 year old Canadian trans woman (d cups) and am close to the surgery date. I have curly brown hair, though i'm about to dye it pink, and gorgeous blue eyes.I am very affectionate, and like to give a lot of care towards those that are dear to me. I am expressive, and often times (as in always) make it known how happy someone is making me. I am honest to a fault and do, admittedly, have trouble ever lying or hiding things. (bad poker face, and more.)I give genuine compliments towards the effort people put in whenever they impress me (which is a lot of the time, I am easily amused!!)I have a terrible memory and need someone who understands I won’t retain information very well at all. me not remembering things does not mean I don't care about you, its just who I am (plus side, you can indulge in all your fandoms and I won’t ever get tired of listening to you speak :D)

What im looking for in a relationship, is HONESTY. I need people to be not just honest, but blunt and real. I need things spelt out for me in order to not have misunderstandings. 

But enough about that! Lets talk about my kinky self!

I am a massive brat, and enjoy riling my partner up, or annoying them, or intentionally doing things to lead to punishments. I don't like … overdo it, if it ever gets too much i can stop but id ideally like someone who can fall into the ‘brat tamer’ role. 

Noncon, dubcon, any way that someone is performing the action RATHER than just... agreeing to it. I need noncon to feel sexual attraction atm because i feel alot of shame in consenting to sex.

I want someone who is rough with me and hopefully, kinda scary to some degreeeeee. Make me... afraid! the three hottest things in the world to me are fear, desperation, and despair. ^-^

 I love to be teased and played with, someone who pushes my buttons on what embarasses me, and keeps going when I act like a brat, “Noooooooo” means “yes please, more”

As for abdl in specific, I want someone to take care of me as one would a baby, with diapies and babas and pacis and cartoons and stuffs! Abdl means alot to me, and I have fantasies about going 24/7, though i recognize those fantasies are unrealistic unless built up towards and it works for both partners. For me the abdl aspect is something I don't like being mixed with sex and sexuality. 

I also would have fun babying my partner as well, so long as it did not overtake my need to be babied (im somewhat of a subleaning switch) 

Ultimately, I need someone who wants a long term relationship, and is willing to build a relationship in order to achieve that goal. I also need to get to know you over time, don’t expect me to fall in love with you in a weeeek or something baaaaaaaaka!I also need someone with empathy and understanding for others situations, they don’t have to have experienced bad situations themselves, all I ask is for a little bit of care be put into kindness towards other people.