Hi there! I'm currently looking for a CG or Couple that would treat me like a baby. I feel like a lot of these posts tend to talk about kinks in detail, then just briefly graze over the personal details. While there's nothing wrong with that, I'd rather tell you a bit about myself first, then get into the good stuff.

I'm 23 years old and have been living in central CT for a few years. I was born here, but grew up all over the east cost, mostly in the south. Because of this, I've been able to meet a variety of different people from all sorts of backgrounds in my relatively young life. I've been told that I seem wise for my years, even though I don't really see it myself.

I'm Trans, and have known so since I've been able to create rational thoughts. I was scared for so long about not being able to fit into society that I just ignored it, but I refuse to do so anymore. I'm still pre-HRT at the moment, but I'm hoping to start in the next couple of months. I'm essentially "stealthing" at the moment, but when the estrogen kicks in I plan on gradually presenting more feminine, in private and in public, until I can finally live as who I am. Just know that I do have a penis, and even after transition, I'm most likely going to keep it. I'm also Bisexual, so I don't care about the gender or sex of my partner/s. Whether you're a man, woman, nonbinary, agender, etc, it doesn't matter to me. I also consider myself flexibly polyamorous. I don't mind if you have a partner while reading this, if you want additional partners later on, or if you're already in a polycule thats looking to add another. If you're looking for something monogamous, that's totally fine, and I'll abide by that, I'm just letting you know I'm open to all dynamics.

I'm 5'11", currently 246 but have been working on loosing weight. I've actually lost about 30 pounds since January, and I'm trying to achieve a "healthy" weight for my height. I'm aiming for 230ish by the end of July, but I've learned that weight loss isn't always so linear. I have a gothic sense of style. I love black dresses, fishnets, oversized band shirts, thigh high socks, etc. I've been trying to get more into makeup, and while I'm still just a beginner, I love how my face looks with white foundation, black lipstick, and eyeshadow galore. When I'm going for a more relaxed look, I'll throw on a zip up hoodie, a comfy T-Shirt and black jeans.

In my personal life I'm a bit of an introvert, preferring to snuggle up on the couch and watch TV for a night in, but I do love going out and trying new things. It just drains me a bit to be out and about, so I recharge with a good book, video essay, gaming session or Netflix binge.

Some of my hobbies include reading, writing, music, singing, video games, movies, and t.v shows. I have a special place in my heart for cartoons. I love Steven Universe, The Owl House, The Ghost and Molly Mcgee, Adventure Time, essentially any cartoon with a serialized plot. I'm also pretty big into anime, from the usual Naruto and Death Note, to deeper cuts like That Time I got Reincarnated as a Slime, Alderamin on the Sky, Stop Hibari-Kun, I'm in Love with the Villainess, etc. If I had to choose a favorite though, it's Berserk. With Video Games, I play anything except sports games. Nothing wrong with enjoying those types of games, they're just not for me. I really love RPG's and Strategy games, which is why my favorite game series is Fire Emblem. I also like board games. I've really been getting into Go recently. I have a wide range of music tastes, but I love gothic music (Siouxsie and The Banshees, The Cure, Bahause, etc). I will pretty much listen to any genre of music. I have a bit of a critiques side to music, and love to deconstruct the meanings behind story based albums.

I also like cooking and trying new types of food (lately I've been enjoying this middle eastern chain around here, the lamb over rice is to die for). I like most types of food, except for dishes that use fish as a main. Don't get me wrong, I love sushi and calamari, but I just can't stand the taste of something like grilled tuna or salmon. I love vegetables, except for a select few, and I love pasta dishes. I used to watch a lot of Kitchen Nightmares and Hell's Kitchen, and while I'm not going to say I'm even an above average cook, I can make the best scrambled eggs, and delicious desserts.

Well, that's enough about Vanilla me. Now for what we're both here for. I'm really into ABDL, both sexual and non sexual. I wear diapers whenever I have the opportunity, and it's such a special thing to me. Nothing gets me into that perfect headspace better than getting padded up, popping in my paci, and turning on a cartoon, and the soggier I get, the more that headspace takes over. I'm particularly prone to cuddling while little. My Little activities don't differ too much from my hobbies, but they do change. Instead of intense t.v shows, I'll put on a cartoon. Instead of reading a lengthy novel, put me in front of a coloring book. Instead of sitting down for an intense gaming session, lay me down on my tummy and watch me kick my feet as a catch Pokémon.

I consider myself a mostly-submissive switch. I don't mind taking on the role of the dominant on occasion, but it's not my main mode. Nothing makes me more fullfilled than crawling over to my CG, diaper crinkling behind me as my paci is removed, and being made to give oral. Being given headpats and being called a good girl as I pleasure them with my mouth. That's my main mode.

I'm also a fan of some humiliation, as well as forced regression. I get really blushy during a diaper check, even more so if it's followed by some teasing comments, like "Wow, look at that. I just put you in that diaper and it's soaked. What a pathetic baby girl you are, getting your diaper all wet like that". I really like the idea of being treated like a baby "whether I want to or not". Being diapered, having a paci gag strapped in so I can't use those big words, being denied "grown up" privileges, all of that sounds like a paradise. I also enjoy scenes where I try to remain a big girl, but I prove just how little I am. Maybe I'm holding my bladder, desperately trying to make it to the potty before I have an accident in my panties, being demoted to pull ups, then diapers, before finally being fully regressed into a baby, complete with the thickest diapers with boosters inside.

I'll go over a few of my more prominent kinks. This isn't even close to the full list (I'll leave that towards the bottom), but It'll give you an idea of what kind of submissive I am. These aren't things that have to happen, just things that I'm into (besides the diapers lol, that's kinda important.)

Diapers: I mean, this one's kinda obvious, but it deserves a mention. I love it more than anything to be put into a thick diaper, and to feel it get soggier and heavier from my "accidents". I love wetting, and I do also enjoy messing, but do it less often due to living with people. But when I get the opprotunity, I love to squat down and fill my diapers. I don't like staying messy for too long, but I adore the act itself. I'm something of a super Soaker, as I can make a trest leak in about 3-4 hours with enough fluids. Diapers aren't cheep after all, so I make sure to get my money's worth.

Chastity: I've currently been locked up for about a week, and I couldn't be happier! I love the look of my parts in my tiny pink chastity cage. After all, littles aren't supposed to be touching themselves down there, but that doesn't mean I won't try regardless. Playing with my cage through my diaper, desperately attempting to pleasure myself through the thick padding to no avail drives me crazy in the best way.

Spanking: I'm huge into being spanked. Whether it's by hand, with a paddle, or even a belt, I feel so aroused by the beating of my backside. I know most Littles enjoy a bit of spanking, but I probably stand out a bit with just how much I enjoy it. I think my record of self spanking with a paddle was about 600 swats on each cheek, and I loved every second of it. I do enjoy bratting a bit, all so I can be put over a lap, diaper brought down, and cheeks reddened. I even "enjoy" being genuinely punished with a spanking. If you believe I need correction, spank me until I give out, sit me up, explain what I did wrong, and you'll see improvement!

Cuck Play: Yes, that's right. I love being cuked, in this case, being a cuckquean. I would love a scenario where you diaper me up in the thickest padding, my princess parts locked in Chastity, only for you tell me that I'm to little for "big girl" activities, and that you're going to have sex with someone "more mature". Maybe you go out for the evening, tucking me in to bed before you go. I sit there, staring up at the ceiling, sucking on my pacifier and wetting my diapers. I get a message from you, opening it up to see you having amazing sex with someone else. Or maybe you invite someone over, opening the door for them and leading them over to me. You tell the guest that I'm your "baby girl", and to just ignore me as you begin fucking right before me. I'll sit there, suckling on my paci as I begin humping my diapers, trying so hard to mimic the acts before me. Maybe one of you wants to put me to good use, using me for oral, or perhaps you just need someone to pick up the juices afterwards. You could also have another diapered little that you decide to have sex with, putting me at the bottom of the totem pole. There's so many different scenarios to explore, and I'd love delving into each of them.

Power Exchange/CNC: I touched on this a bit before, but I'll go into more detail here. I love it when a CG/Dom sets rules and guidelines for me, and I fully give power over to them. Imagine this: I walk in, and you tell me it's time to put on a diaper and be a good girl, but I tell you that I don't want to right now. In return, you bend me over, spank me until I cry, lay me down, and diaper me regardless of my protests. I want you to have control over me while I'm little. You decide my outfit, my diaper, if I should walk or crawl, whether my paci stays in or not, when I get a change (or IF i get a change), what my bedtime is...everything. I want you to set rules for me to follow, and if I break them, to punish me. Give me a punishment spanking, make me stay in a full diaper, give me an enema, force me to stand or kneel in the corner, write lines, whatever you can imagine. This level of control would also go into intimate acts. If you want to be pleasured, I obey without question. You want me to pleasure myself for your enjoyment, I begin performing for you. If you want to deny me release, then that's that. I'm there to obey Mommy or Daddy's wishes. This also ties into my love of humiliation. I would get so blushy if I was forced into regression, only to recieve humiliating comments about my current state. (Note: Before any of this type of play begins, we will establish a verbal and non-verbal safeword. If at any point either of us feels uncomfortable, the safeword should be used. I will always respect the use of a safeword, regardless of the reasoning, and I expect the same. If you continue trying to play, or worse, after a safeword is used, that will be the end of everything. I'm a very forgiving person, but that is a hard limit. Im also not looking for TPE right out the gate. Im open to it waaaay in the future, but its not somethinf that will happen right away)

Diaper Urinal: So I have no idea what to call this, I don't think it has a name, so I'm officially coining the term. I love it when someone else pees in my diaper while I'm wearing it. Just imagining the back of my diaper being pulled back, and the flood of pee washing down, trickling down my cheeks, sends me into overdrive.

So that's pretty much it about me. Now about you. I'm looking for a CG/CGs who will create a connection with me. I'm not especially picky about the looks of my partner/s, as I care much more about a connection beyond physical. Call it spiritual attraction, mental attraction, etc, thats what matters to me. As I said before, I don't care about my partners sex or gender, and I feel the same about looks. I just care about how you make me feel.

If you're a couple/polycule looking to add a little into a relationship or play, that's great. I don't really care about the ratio of CG to little. You could be a Dom who already has a little/littles, a group of CGs looking for one little, or you could even be a little yourself, wanting to add another one to play with. I wouldn't mind playing a "big sister" role, but please know that I am not a Mommy. I wouldn't mind playing that role occasionally, but I'm a submissive at heart.

I'm personally a believer of the 4 pillars of BDSM: Honesty, Communication, Trust and Respect. I feel these are important in any relationship, but even more so in a BDSM/Power Exchange relationship. They are important to me, and the foundation of my play. If you decide to message me, please type "4 pillars" so I know you read the whole thing, and understand my post.

The only caviot I have is that I'm not looking for a long distance relationship. I recently got out of a 2 year ldr, and I'm not looking for another one at this point. I don't mind a bit of distance, but I do want my potential partner/s to be in the New England area. It would be best if you were located in CT, but as long as we can have an in person relationship, a bit of distance is fine.

Congrats, you've reached the end of my post! I know mine was on a bit of the lengthen side, but I wanted to show you how serious and committed I am to this kind or relationship, as well as letting you get to know me. Thank you for reading, and if you're interested, please don't hesitate to message me. I'd love to hear from you.

Kinks: ABDL, Ageplay, Diapers (Wetting and Messing), Humiliation, BDSM, CNC, TPE, Chastity, Cuckquean, Feminization, Free Use, Degradation, Oral Play, Anal Play, Bondage, Spanking, Caning, Punishment, Enemas, Size Training, Slapping, Watersports, Puppy Play

Limits: Blood, Needles, Sounding, Vomit, Ignoring Safewords

Tldr: Trans Diaper Goth Girl looking for a CG/Poly. Into ABDL, Chastity, Cucking, Humiliation, Power Exchange, etc. Not looking for ldr. Please read the full post, it's important.