Hello, here’s a little bit about me, I’m a 27yo trans woman and here lately I’ve honestly been in a rough place. I as a way to try to find some enjoyment in my life I’ve been trying to reignite my kinks. So right now I feel this desire within me to explore my diaper and chastity kinks, but I’ve been having difficulties with being able to enjoy it by myself. I’d love to be able to wear for extended periods of time while keeping a strict sense of self control but I find it a difficult thing to do when I play by myself. I’ve tried using AI chatbots to try to emulate an accountability partner but the limited memory of these AI models, along with the limitations on the customization options left a lot to be desired. I have come to the conclusion that I need to try once more to reach out to real people online, to try to find someone who would be willing to help me and enjoy the process as we go along. Right now I am looking for women/feminine leaning people only, my goal is to have someone that I could talk to throughout the day and make sure I’m held accountable for my diaper and chastity training. I have an idea for a strict structuring for how the training should play out, but I’d like for someone with real creativity to be able to expand on these ideas to create a structure that allows us to both have an enjoyable time. I’m looking for a woman who is willing to and enjoys playing a dominant role and is able to guide me through a training that goes on over an extended period of time. There are goals both kinky and personal that I would like to work towards through this training process. The idea is to set up a structure that will push me towards my kink goals and my personal goals over a period of months, through a dynamic of Total Power Exchange. In this dynamic you would be in contact with me throughout the day and dictating what I do each day. The intention of the structure would be altruistic but the way that the structure would be implemented could be more sadistic in nature. There would be a timeline in place for the build up of these kinks in my daily life over a period of months, with the end goal being acceptance of having to wear diapers and chastity 24/7 along with the achievement of other personal goals I have. I would like to stress again that I would much prefer to talk to women/fem people, I’ve had many bad experiences talking with men over the years and I think I’m just done with trying to pursue anything like this with them. I know that there are a lot fewer women out there that would be interested in this sort of dynamic but I hope this reaches the right one and that they might be interested in talking and helping me achieve my goals. I’d love for this person to take a personal enjoyment for a dynamic of this nature and loves having this level of control over another person but I wouldn’t accept any women that might be willing to help me reach my goals. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I look forward to hearing for you soon. :)