hello! you can call me Alex, im a 25yo 3yo trans girl that's looking for something special.

I'm going to start with some struggles I have as I believe and hope it will make it easier for you and me to understand each other and have a better understanding of myself.

communication and comprehension can be quite challenging for me due to being on the autism spectrum. Expressing my needs and desires in a "normal" way is something I struggle with, especially in the context of romantic relationships. Additionally, I have trust issues with strangers, which makes it even more difficult. However, once I establish a connection with someone, I am incredibly loyal and trusting.

At the moment, I feel uncomfortable with voice calls, although I am open to them occasionally. Socially transitioning is still an ongoing process for me, and I lack confidence in my voice and appearance, which can make voice and/or video calls overwhelming. So, while I'm open to the idea, it's not something I can do often at this time.

now onto what im looking for specifically, im looking for a friend, caregiver, and/or big sister/switch, I am hoping to find someone who is interested in a long-term friendship that has the potential to develop into something more. Although I struggle to put my thoughts into words, I have a clear vision of what I am looking for. Ultimately, I desire a deep connection with someone who accepts me for who I am, knows all my secrets, and genuinely cares about me. Starting as friends is important to me as it allows us to build a strong foundation based on open communication and mutual support.

Establishing a strong connection with someone also requires the sharing of hobbies and interests. I believe it is crucial to have common interests, especially when it comes to relationships.

one such passion is gaming (Vintage Story, Hunt Showdown, Star Citizen, The Finals, and Hell Let Loose).

another hobby of mine is being a maker and finding joy in creating things in my free time.

Another significant hobby of mine is Airsoft, which not only keeps me physically active but also allows me to enjoy outdoor games whenever I manage to find time amidst my busy school and work schedule.

i have many other things i like to do but most of the time its one of these three that ill tend to gravitate toward.

Finally, now that we've gotten through all the boring stuff, it's time for the exciting part! 😉 I must admit, I'm not exactly what you would call "kinky" - I actually consider myself quite ACE, but I'm open to trying new things once I've had bottom surgery. My main "kinks/fetishes" revolve around diapers, OMO, abdl, wetting, and messing (definitely not into scat play). I'm pretty apprehensive about anything that involves being harmed or restrained, so traditional BDSM is probably not my cup of tea unless I'm with the right person... and even then, it's still a long shot.