So I’ve been here before, quite a few times, and I think I have finally figured out what’s been calling to me since I could form those dirty thoughts when my tight little virgin pussy drenched itself in a frequent sticky mess. And were long since past my innocence and onto my damnation. Previously my trials here have always taken me down I road where I more frequently led than followed, forever even if unknowingly, topping from the bottom. I think I need to challenge myself to truly give up control but first I need to find the right soul to take me on this journey. Ideally, you can find yourself occupying one of the following roles, as a roleplay that makes its way into real life whether tangibly or virtually. I will follow your rules and commands and trust in your choices. This will be built on a great deal of communication and will require some time, I’m down, are you?

Pick your character:

A) Betrayed Beau - you find out I deeply betrayed your trust surrounding [insert topic of your choice] when you go through my phone but you also find my devious diapered search history and propose an ultimatum. You can leave me or I can earn your forgiveness by finally living out my disgusting fantasies, your poor pathetic diaper girl.

B) Dr. Therapist - you are my friend/lover/partner and notice I have been having some medical issues… you take it upon yourself to create a therapeutic training program to help this sick little girl get better, it’s for my own good after all.

C) Blackmail Bully - you discover a certain online profile of mine and connect it to my true identity. Knowing me in real life, you decide to use this information to make me into your blackmailed diaper bitch.

D) Sexplorer - (ideal candidate for this role identifies as female) you notice I’ve been having some inclinations for the feminine form and help me descend into soft domination and a diapered form. You’ll teach me all I need to know.

E) Cultist - you bring me into the darkness and show me your depraved world of magick and ceremony. You spiritually dominate me by corrupting [insert any/all spiritual practices/religions]. My worship includes vaginal chastity and humiliated diapered states.

F) Dealer’s Choice/Combination

My main kinks surround D/s, humiliation and anal. I have interests in many areas but I am most eager to incorporate the following: anal only, vaginal chastity, enemas, “forced” lesbianism, free use, hucow milking, electro, diaper discipline, DDlg, forced regression, forced masculinity/androgyny, bathroom use control, control over appearance, medical play, religious play, weight humiliation and CNC.

I have many toys, probably most of what we could ever need, and a supply of diapers and related supplies. Looking for online, primarily texting and voice based communication, or starting online and moving into real life after some time. I am local to the Boston area but would consider some travel.

About Me:

You can call me Teaspoon and I have frequented these subs over the years posting ads and not finding too much. I am currently unemployed and dealing with some medical issues as well as grieving a loss of a close family member. I can’t promise anything but some fun but maybe transient connection but I’m hoping that’s ok, who knows? Maybe we’ll surpass ourselves. I am a writer but have done a variety of things for a living. I also like to read and go for walks when I am able. Lover of cats and tea, sci-fi, classic rock and hip hop. I think I’m pretty funny and exceptionally witty, but I see how you feel. Curvy/chubby brunette with several tattoos and a few little piercings. I have juicy and pierced tits and a plump if not flabby little pussy with its own decoration. My ass shouldn’t be left off the list as it too is pretty remarkable and my asshole is tight but accommodating. My mouth on the other hand definitely needs some training.

Let’s start here and see where we go. I prefer DMs but will answer anything if it’s the right message. Open to almost anyone.