After many years of being alone i want to be more actively looking for someone in my life. Lonelyness finally caught up to me as it seems.

I've made some posts with my other account with little to no effect but because i don't want this part of my personality interfere with the rest of my life i use my alt. Insecurities and stuf ya know? If you're unsure if i'm real just text me and i show you my other profile.

I'm not looking for a mommy or daddy tbh. I'm not the submissive kind of guy. Maybe i'm more of a caregiver? But i'd rather have someone to be little together. Watching netflix being cuddly and all that stuff. Wearing cute outfits together and spent time with each other. Though i don't want this to be central piece of a realtionship. I'm a gamer at heart and there are so many games i'd love to play with someone. I also love to go camping, mountain biking and a bit of hiking. There is nothing better than sitting on top of a mountain and watching the landscape sometimes for hours. I also love to play paintball. It is one of the truest and friendliest sports out there. The people you get to know there count to the kind heartest people i know and the epic events are a highlight of the year. Except for paintball most of those things can be enjoyed padded by the way. And now imagine someone in a heavy samurai like armor, riot shield and paintball gun running into battle with a deep warcry and after a day of slaying enemies he cuddles with you in a warm cozy sleeping bag under the stars.

Yeah....that was the slimy kind of romatic i know. I can be funny too. I guess my face is sometimes a joke in itself. I also love to do weird shit. Singing in public? Dancing together? Pull faces? You name it. Most of my friends aren't into it so i'm just burning inside wanting to let out all that weirdness.

I'd hope to at least have someone to talk to. I'm really open minded. I don't care for superficialities. Personality is much more important for me than anything else. I don't care for race, looks or gender. What is in your head is much more interesting so let me get a saw and a spoon and have at it xD thats a joke i'm not Sylar from heroes :P

So if you find me interesting please write me a PM. I would love to chat and get to know each other. I really tried to be honest here but of course there is a lot i didn't write. I mean there had to be a little bit to find out right? I didn't meantion most of my flaws. There are a lot....so many....it's crazy how flawed i am! I cant even play the violin while balancing on a unicycle on the edge of the mountain while answering questions about organic compounts in japanese. The flaws are crazy here.

Hab ich den Humor erwähnt?

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