soft preference for men, older people, and people who really want to be domineering and controlling

I want a relationship where I don’t have rights and I’m made to follow someone’s rules completely. I kind of have a dollification fetish. Or maybe it’s less of a fetish and I have more of a need for someone to take total control of me.

Hoping for something like this in a casual hookup sense where we visit each other once every couple months, no strings attached.

I want to be trained to be a free-use, service sub and bit of a sexual diaper slave. I love the idea of being tied up, stretched, force fed and diapered.

I wear 24/7 rn and want to be made to be diaper dependent.

I love a stern and mean dominant who scolds me and reminds me of my status and is generous, but reasonable with punishment. Timeouts, spankings, mouth soapings, groundings. Any other creative punishment ideas. I love being spoken to like a misbehaving dog and talked down to. I’m probably a good fit for someone who’s very sadistic. I really love coldness and cruelty. A “daddy is the monster under the bed” type scenario. In return, I am needy, and tend to act more regressed and babyish the more harshly I’m treated.

I want to be totally degraded. I want to never be allowed to take care of myself, feed myself, bathe myself, set my own bedtime or change myself. I love doing bondage assignments at home and needing to send lots of pics as proof cos I can’t be trusted.

I’m 5’ even and very baby faced. I get told I look much younger than I am. I get told I’m attractive pretty often but I don’t let it go to my head lol.

I’ve had my heart broken a lot of times on here with people who play with me once and ghost me. Please do not waste either of our time if this is what you are going to do. This is not what I am looking for. I’m looking for someone who wants to have a serious relationship where they can control and dominate someone a few times a week, not a romantic/vanilla relationship.

There’s not much you can do to me that would be too much, except for pee/poop outside of a diaper, underage or animals. I love to have my boundaries pushed and my grown-up rights taken away. I love to serve. I need to be in diapers.

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oh, and that’s my butt