That's right affirming. This isn't a thread begging advice, complaining, or false complaining looking to be told I belong in diapers. I know I belong in diapers. I just wanted to share.

I spent most of the last year gradually expanding where, when, and how long I wore diapers. A long time friend and play partner held me to it by making the decisions and requiring photo proof at each diaper change. There were some disasters where I went too far too fast and anxiety led to safewording... But January of this year I consented to 2 months of diapers with no outs no safewords. It worked out I made it to two months past the hump of wanting out... And two weeks later I'm mostly still diapered.

Firstly, I'm not incontinent but I do get intense sudden urgency. I can hold it but it hurts. I was advised to wear diapers after I refused to try meds or surgery. So there is a real relief to not hurting till I get to a potty. Secondly, everytime I've been diapered I was to self affirm, I am a baby. Babies belong in diapers. Diapers make me feel happy, safe, and calm. Anytime wearing or fear of discovery had me anxious I'd say or think it on repeat.

So I pretty much conditioned myself to wear. Adult undies are outright uncomfortable to me now. I crave returning to diapers like a favorite plushie or safety blanket. Attempts to wear panties mostly lead to being diapered anyway a few hours later. Especially after near misses... Not control issues but I forget I'm not diapered.

Anywho. I just wanted to share. This wasn't some magical poof I went 24/7 and I'm not entirely there yet but it's close. I didn't wait for a Mommy to decide it, only a friend to help hold me accountable to my own goals. It's broadened into me building an entire baby layer to my life where I adult when I need to, but fill the gaps with babyhood.