Hey, everyone. There’s something that’s been weighing on me heavily for a long time, and I could use some support.

That thing is that I’m becoming more and more convinced that no woman will ever be willing to be my mommy or even a vanilla GF or wife. First off, there are probably very few women in this world who would be willing to change a grown man’s wet/messy/cummy diapers or wear and use diapers herself (as my ideal mommy would). It’s just really weird and gross.

Second, I am TERRIBLE at dating even without ABDL coming into play. I’m always completely clueless when talking to women, and my conversations with them never last long. A lot of them don’t even seem to be open to conversations with me. I’ve also done some really stupid things in the past that have made me come off as creepy. And I’m not hideous, but I’m not exceptionally handsome either.

This has all made me very depressed and also prone to anger and jealousy. It’s just really hard being an ABDL and not knowing if you’ll ever have a mommy.

Anyway, that’s it. I’m glad to have a community like this with people to talk to.