Hi so umm where do I start, so I’m going to go by my little name which is taytay. So I’m a little, ive bean a little for a while now or at least always wanted to be, I’m 19 and I love my diapers and I love cute stuff I have way to many stuffies for the oldest out of the 7 other siblings I have and everyone thinking I’m a freak. But my big problem is life in a hole, now I’m not looking for god to save me or give me the answer but I just need something, as a little I have had two relationships the first one ending bec I was trapped in a relationship with a girl that only wanted me for my body, and I was hurt a lot in that relationship mentally and physically, in my second relationship is was almost the same but I was told that I wasn’t good enough to even be with them and they cheated on me twice, other then that I have been mostly shut out of my family because of my little side. I just feel.... lost. I love girly stuff and pink stuff even though I’m a guy.... but then... it hits me, why bother I’m just upsetting the next person, I can’t pull it off. I love cute stuff like my diapers and my stuffies and baby stuff like my pacy, but then I remember I’m not cute I’m just weak and useable. This umm help post has taken me hours bec of how much it hurts. I have a couple of friends but they have moved so I’m always so aloneness if someone please at least talk or chat to me even for a sec that would help thank you.