I live alone right now so I ordered some diapers to my house, through Amazon. They’re set to be delivered tomorrow.

However, my boyfriend is over and wants to spend the day with me tomorrow. I’m really worried that I’ll receive the package and then he’ll ask what it is and I’ll have to either lie and hide it or tell him the truth.

He knows I have a fetish for wetting and messing with clothes on, and he’s actually roleplayed with me and I’ve wet in front of him before. But for some reason buying actual “gear” for this feels more serious and I don’t know if I should tell him.

Any advice? I don’t want to cause a rift between us by acting weird and lying, but I’m not sure if I should tell him cause it’s taboo.