So... I want to try the "humiliation thing... I want to take a suppository and then wear a diaper and maybe something else..?

My question are:

1)Where should I get the Diapers? I looked up on Amazon but they are really expensive... Do u have any link of cheap Diapers pls? Where I could buy cheap diapers? (Possibly online!)

2) where can I buy a Pacifier? (Online pls) (possibly a cheap one, I'm not looking for anything fancy, It would be my first and I don't have a lot of money rn.)

3) are there suppository good for what I'm gonna do? Pls

4) should I get anything else? I already have a Bottle for my milky, but I'm kinda new to this so, what should I do? I'm gonna try to keep u guys updated :).

Thanks